The Sweet Sweat and Sour

I wake in the morning, tired of sleeping. Get in the shower and make my bed alone.I done all of the things I need, Ready for a new day, to be with you.
I walk steady on my feet toward to meet you.
I arrive that place earlier than the time we <Promised>.
I took my breakfast while looking forward to the things that I imagine <In The Sky That Night>.
To make this day as one of the <Memories Of Happier Days>.

After My breakfast, you came just in time.
While waiting for the other, I go away to do my stuff before we set off.
I'm worry that you might get angry because it took longer than I thought ,
but you're not (perhaps) and always be in my sight , and also my side.

At last, the other came but he is in the condition of 'go or not to go'. At that time, I wish he would go. Because I'm worry that we have nothing to talk if we were left alone. Of course , there are also the other side of me said that 'THIS IS A CHANCE ! Aren't this what I'm are hoping for ?!'.
After few rounds of persuade to go, he decided not to go which left us both. And so, we set of.

 'Could This be a Date?', I talk inside my heart. The situation turn out the opposite that I'm worried.
You actually talk to me which make me happy. You try to input me with your background (I think),
we have a nice conversation to get to know each other. It makes me smile even i think about it now. We had more conversation than we usually do, perhaps because of we have not much chance to talk to each other. Since, I'm only watch you near and far and you busying with your things. I thought the things you told me 'are only to me' but some of them are being told to others as well when we back home. Which somehow affect my feeling. In our conversation, you said that u want to become me, in the social life because u say I almost get along with everyone. But really, I'm not as popular as you think, there are random chances of chat and sms per day, sometime I have and sometime I don't. I did not have my gang since they are busy at other places. The point is, I like the way you are. I always chasing you since your condition is much more better than mine. I don't have the looks as you, I don't have the intelligent as you, almost every thing of you are better than me except laziness. Actually, you can find me to talk when u feel alone ya, I'm ready to talk as long you start a conversation, know?

At there, beside talking to others. Don't you feel I'm alone when I'm not talking. I feel out of places know? The feeling of alone is what I'm fear. But I must stand my ground and be strong ! There's a lot time I wish to be side of you but than,yet I test you. You sit with others and so do I. In 50/50 chances though, somehow feel that you also testing me. Which in the end we both get same result, which is not be side of each other. (sad) What's done is done ya, when you not around I'm try to search for you, but did you do the same, I wonder. Is nice that you are worry about my academy and health,
'what to eat? Bother my study time? Tired? Bored?' but I let u decide~ I'll follow you~

Is nice that our F team did well and their match is somehow entertaining than the M team.
Both team did well and did their best. Congrats to both of the team.

Am I bothering you? You seems have give up your study time because of me? And you looks tired when we on our way home... Don't know why, I feel down when we on the way home? we are not alone but the atmosphere is so quiet and tiring. Coincidence the radio tune are those <Love Song> that WOW ! my mood, shy when I imagine the song meant for us, haha.....

Anyway, Nice Game, Nice day and Nice improvement between us =D

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
02.00 AM
29 April 2012

2 Opposite Dream

~ Dream about you and me ~
I dreamt that you hug me from behind and said you like me ~ Woohoo !!
I was so Happy and put on a smile on my face every time I think about it today ,
which make people around me think that i'm crazy , suddenly smile alone , get it ?
And we both having good time , being together ~ sweet ~
but that dream end when i woke up from that dream ~ Hope i dream about it again tonight <3

~ Dream about Speaking Exam ~
I dreamt that cannot speak and fail my speaking exam T.T
but it turn out the opposite way , nicely done =D

~Reality~
Well , the statue of you and me still haven change though .
I'm still the same , watching you from far and near .
And you , still thinking topic to start conversation with me perhaps ?

Because the conversation you started is like
'the event happened recently and you probably already ask other about it before' , the point is , why start this topic , is it because we really have nothing to say ?
pure admire between us i guess ( well , i got nothing to let you admire though ) .
But good try ~ I'm happy about it ~  because i really really Like you ~
too bad that this relationship having a probability like almost towards 0 , since it is 'weird' ???

Hmm, need to thanks someone ~ who not around for few min ~
this good event should keep in my heart so that no ones but you know who are the YOU.

Overall , today event was totally awsome !!! hope have it more in future ~


★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
08.00 PM
26 April 2012

考验

很久没用华文写作了希望没有退步。

前一阵子所遇到的事情都蛮幸福的~
很庆幸到现在还是保持着幸福状态。

但是最近所遇到的事情，是我人生中的转换点，在许多方面有了变化：

★家里
这‘变化’可是在我的思维起了变化，我必须担当起‘长男’的责任，家还是我心里的第一。
并且在看待事情都会加以分析，想了再回答。
也许就像星座所说的‘双子若没有重大的考验/责任，他们多数都不会成器’。

★Fate Or Chance
真的像在玩Monopoly, 选择 Fate 或 Chance 呢？
起初我心里已经大概知道‘上司’问我的问题是跟‘什么事情’有关。
问题是我会选择 Fate 或 Chance 呢？让‘上司’安排 或者 我去争取 。
心里挣扎了一会儿，最终选择了‘Chance’ 。结果真的争取到我心里很想要的‘Chance’ ，
过后的几天我真的很开心！但是没有事情是完美的，
因为‘客户’带着‘Fate’进来。因为‘Fate’的关系所以原定的计划有了变动。
但是~天平K是我的！‘我没得，没人得’ 开心，开心~
虽然之前的幻想Bye Bye 了，但是幻想只是幻想，接受Fate的考验！我不会倒下~

★Shaking ?! EarthQuake ?! (11/4/2012)
人生第一次体验（最好是最后一次），幸好只是余震，身边的人没有受伤，感恩！
那时我想做/知道的事：
-I love my Family ,
-I want to get answer from those who in my heart （不是我花心，只是把爱分散而已）
-吃饱 ! （我的最爱活动之一）

★我学会了：
-努力归努力，不要忘了身旁也有导致结果变动的因素！（好的，坏的，都有！！）
-规划的使用金钱，‘不要有就收；没有就算！’

★想对YOU说:
最1YOU : 的确，我有点避开 YOU。因为我想知道 YOU 的反应，

‘最想一起，最怕分离’。

可2YOU : 不知到为何会关心 YOU 的状态 （害我变成stalker==) , behave 点 ，
                不要让他们失望。

喜3YOU :  YOU 的举动实在太 Kawaiiiiii ~ 有孩子气，有点想抓你来捏脸 =P

抓4YOU :  真的，令我抓不透！时冷时热！时远时近！时来时去！
                 说的话有些伤我！有时却让我更确定YOU ！

幻5YOU : 只是一厢情愿的感情，后悔没争取！幻想的感情，却想幻想变真。

其XYOU : 纯在于好感 （ 外貌 ， 个性 ， 行为 ）

如果真的有一天，一起的话，请听：
 ★通常人都喜欢上对方的表面功夫（好的一面），所以在一起时难免会认识对方的本性（好与坏的一面），若认识了本性还能忍并且在一起的话，结婚吧！因为除了家人能忍受你的本性，就只有他了！！！不能忍的，最后都分手吧。。。所以想清楚！我们能不能接受对方的本性呢？

★明白我们有我们一起的时间，也有我们各自的时间。我不会不理你，
虽然有时sms不马上回复（忙，睡觉，没电） 但是情况允许的话我绝对回复
（只是可能有点慢/迟）

★认真请来，玩玩请散！

Conclusion :
想清楚，我不是完美情人！


★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
03.00 PM
14 April 2012