I wake in the morning, tired of sleeping. Get in the shower and make my bed alone.I done all of the things I need, Ready for a new day, to be with you.
I walk steady on my feet toward to meet you.
I arrive that place earlier than the time we <Promised>.
I took my breakfast while looking forward to the things that I imagine <In The Sky That Night>.
To make this day as one of the <Memories Of Happier Days>.
After My breakfast, you came just in time.
While waiting for the other, I go away to do my stuff before we set off.
I'm worry that you might get angry because it took longer than I thought ,
but you're not (perhaps) and always be in my sight , and also my side.
At last, the other came but he is in the condition of 'go or not to go'. At that time, I wish he would go. Because I'm worry that we have nothing to talk if we were left alone. Of course , there are also the other side of me said that 'THIS IS A CHANCE ! Aren't this what I'm are hoping for ?!'.
After few rounds of persuade to go, he decided not to go which left us both. And so, we set of.
'Could This be a Date?', I talk inside my heart. The situation turn out the opposite that I'm worried.
You actually talk to me which make me happy. You try to input me with your background (I think),
we have a nice conversation to get to know each other. It makes me smile even i think about it now. We had more conversation than we usually do, perhaps because of we have not much chance to talk to each other. Since, I'm only watch you near and far and you busying with your things. I thought the things you told me 'are only to me' but some of them are being told to others as well when we back home. Which somehow affect my feeling. In our conversation, you said that u want to become me, in the social life because u say I almost get along with everyone. But really, I'm not as popular as you think, there are random chances of chat and sms per day, sometime I have and sometime I don't. I did not have my gang since they are busy at other places. The point is, I like the way you are. I always chasing you since your condition is much more better than mine. I don't have the looks as you, I don't have the intelligent as you, almost every thing of you are better than me except laziness. Actually, you can find me to talk when u feel alone ya, I'm ready to talk as long you start a conversation, know?
At there, beside talking to others. Don't you feel I'm alone when I'm not talking. I feel out of places know? The feeling of alone is what I'm fear. But I must stand my ground and be strong ! There's a lot time I wish to be side of you but than,yet I test you. You sit with others and so do I. In 50/50 chances though, somehow feel that you also testing me. Which in the end we both get same result, which is not be side of each other. (sad) What's done is done ya, when you not around I'm try to search for you, but did you do the same, I wonder. Is nice that you are worry about my academy and health,
'what to eat? Bother my study time? Tired? Bored?' but I let u decide~ I'll follow you~
Is nice that our F team did well and their match is somehow entertaining than the M team.
Both team did well and did their best. Congrats to both of the team.
Am I bothering you? You seems have give up your study time because of me? And you looks tired when we on our way home... Don't know why, I feel down when we on the way home? we are not alone but the atmosphere is so quiet and tiring. Coincidence the radio tune are those <Love Song> that WOW ! my mood, shy when I imagine the song meant for us, haha.....
Anyway, Nice Game, Nice day and Nice improvement between us =D
★愿幻星✖傑尐☆ 上
02.00 AM
29 April 2012
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