感想？敢想？

眼见日子过得真快，当然这也是我期待的。

再过不久即将继续升学。

这段时间 双子宝宝 成长了，

虽然还是不习惯也耐不住 空虚 与 寂寞，

但是 已经 学会面对 陌生的恐惧，吧....

前阵子 接到一通电话

便毫不犹豫的跟一位 许久不见的 知己 见面，看戏，吃日本料理，喝咖啡聊天，交换近期状态。

我们彼此都是对方能展开心胸 聊天的对象。聊着聊着，我产生莫明的遗憾，但也释怀了一些事情。

隔几天 就出去运动，认识了新人。

反而朋友却对我说话态度 小心翼翼，

像是害怕伤害我。

当然机会难得，便主动问了我想知道的事情，虽然过程不是直接明了的问。

答案果然在预料之中，没什么太大的惊喜，情绪也没什么变化。

其实事情也很明显了，只是必需听到答案才肯接受，一直猜测也不好受。

一日游，绕槟岛。

开心，充实，希望还有下一次。

因为还有好多没看完，想去的还没去。

最爱那天 HardRock 的海滩，

海风，温暖的沙滩，阳光，

还有变黑了！！ 没有预料会到海滩啊。

不过，偶尔晒一下太阳也不错的^^

不知道写什么了，晚安

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

1235 AM

19 August 2013

关系(1)

最近忙忙忙，

忙着 吃，休息，玩，追剧，工作。

渐渐地，

我的情绪 不再因为 有关你的 Tag 和 Po 而变动。

虽然可能是短暂的，

但我相信只要没有可燃物出现，

再怎么坚强的火苗都会熄灭。

我也知道我心的空间 已被他们霸占太久，乏了。

最近友人告诉我：哪有等人的道理？！

「我想很多，但写不出」

只能说，

我们虽然认识，但不常联系 只会是知道却不熟悉的人。

尽管是掏心掏肺的知己，不联络也会变成回忆，

我们知道彼此的秘密，但那是那段时刻的关系，

现在只是知道的人，熟悉的陌生人吧。

不是吗？

偶尔见面 聊天 感觉也怪怪了，

以前聊什么都可以，

现在却几句就冷了。

没有一定的永恒，只有经营的永恒。

我是喜欢 小白 和 520 ，

但没经营这个喜欢 也会乏了。

何况，我许久没有收到回应了。

＂一拍，一响＂；变成 ＂一拍，一疼＂。

人拍手有掌声 会因为有回应 而忽略了疼；

人若拍手无声 此刻会感觉疼 而且明显心寒。

眼见读书的日子越来越接近，

是该慢慢收拾心境，

接受新的事物。

待续...

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

00.03 AM

25 July 2013

13年的一半

今年已经过了一大半了。

这时间比中五感觉过得更快。

也许是心态问题吧。

再过一阵子就要开始新的人生了。

可是，心态却还停留着。

也许是因为这一切来得太突然，太快了，

才要开始 但已草草结束。

正常来说，人家应该早已收拾心情，再次冲刺！

但我却，在回忆里俳佪。

我会受到报应吧，

又一次伤了一个人的心，

谢谢你的用心，但我还没准备好 进入一段关系。

我需要时间 改变心理 和 习惯。

以我现在的性格未必能跟一个人好好相处太久。

认识我的都知道，我情绪来了是另一个人，

友人形容那个我 为 恐怖，安静，猜不透。

我 平日 情绪没来 的话 在认识的人面前 是嘻嘻哈哈的，

只要我愿意聊的 大致上都会聊 ，

但私底下的我 多数会一个人，安静做想做的事，

最爱是吃！次爱是睡觉。

可见是好吃懒做的人.... 又爱玩。

所以，你愿意吗？

我自己都不愿意跟类似自己的人交往了。

等？我宁可你找更好的，现在的我不值啊。

次次伤害别人，只是不想浪费时间在我身上。

伤害别人的报应，就是守爱啊。

为了 白 和 520 ，尽管身边有条件更好的，

我也不知为何还要去守 无结局的事。

没人逼我，是自己的本性吧。

如今他们好像已有伴了，加上许久没联络，

正常的 早就另找心花。

但我却依然守 这个影子。

就写到这吧...待续

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

1.33 AM

19 July 2013

<傑尐✖名句四>

最怕遇见恐怖情人。

若你对一个人，不喜欢；

不要给他空的希望；

并且明确拒绝他。

现在的社会生病了，好多因为感情的变态死亡案件。

而且多数因为 「神志不清」 而没有得到应得的惩罚。

感叹！

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

1.00 AM

19 July 2013

念与恋 (3)

盼望~
也许是因为太挂念了，多次在梦里梦见他。

有一句话： 梦里出现的情景，是你真实想要的。

当然，这要看是什么梦啦。
但是这个梦，在梦里：好梦幻，好甜蜜。
多么希望这些梦是真的。

以前盼着他上网，现在他上网频繁了，
我却怀疑他跟谁交谈，在看谁的Profile，在干吗...
而且友人时不时会说：反正他都..... （就是不把话说完！）
这时，
我一边觉得祝福他（如果有的话）；一边却没有，没有，没有！

以前盼着他有聊天Apps（换手机），近期他出现在聊天App了，只是没有互相Add。
我便在脸书Post：‘你加我，好吗？Okay ？ 我被动的’。但是也是没有动静。
一方面好想知道他跟谁说话，恨不得拿他的手机来看，如果能的话。
另一面却害怕看之后，更伤心（多希望只是和普通朋友聊天）。

其实，如果他有看我的部落的话，很明显的我正说着他。
毕竟所发生的事情多半是针对他 或者 他和我曾经经历的事情。

之前听闻过他喜欢的对象，我也体验过那过程，
糗的是我可能误会了，导致我更喜欢他。
记得有一天在朋友圈里聊天：‘喜欢谁？’
（之前部落有写，耐心找吧）
在那聊天，听见‘目前没有’，
我心里是暗笑，高兴的。
但是我嘴就是硬，说了一句反话....
那句话虽然无伤害，只怕他回心。。


过多的盼望是不好的，

期望越高；失望越高

但是又不能没有期望。。。。。

命理说，我最难的功课是‘感情’！！！

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
5.03 PM
9 June 2013

部落交流 （1）

 看了友人的部落，摘下了一句话：

有多少个人可以真正的为自己打拚而不浪费生活的每一分钟 每一秒钟？
----Coco

的确，现在追梦的人，少了。

科技的发达，社会的压力，造成多人追向金钱梦。

钱不重要？
重要，

有钱什么都能，没钱却万万不能

这句话相信大家听多了，但大家是否记得，

人生有多少个十年，要活得快乐，不留遗憾。

如果有了金钱，但不快乐，好么？
很多人喜欢把 “早知道” 摆在嘴边。
但是，却不吸取教训，反而一直犯错。

放慢脚步看世界的人----Coco

我记得有一句话 'Good Thing Takes Time'

放慢脚步，认真想未来的事情，写下，时刻提醒自己的目标。

当然，计划会有阻碍的，但只要记得目标，就不怕了。

不要因为结果而坚持
而是坚持了才看见结果
付出了不一定会得到所要收获
但是你会发现收获比预期的多了
-----Coco ( 改 )

很多人注重结果，但都忘了，过程里付出的心思，冲突，意见，努力 等等。
你看不见的收获比看得见的珍贵多了。
你看见的（好）结果，一时的赞扬，风光，奖励。
日后都回不见，忘记。
你看见的（坏）结果，一时的伤心，惊慌，责骂。
日后也忘了，反而更坚强。
反而，你看不见的（过程），
往往日后都帮到你：对人处事，观念，团结，沟通，计划，心态。

最后，

坚持所应坚持的 放弃所得放弃的 别傻傻的坚持有的没的你自己没事 旁观者却心疼啊~----Coco

虽然说得容易，但是，不要留在过去吧。。。

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
3.45 PM
1 June 2013

念与恋 (2)

对方也没动静？

我不知道白是否记得我，也许我们只是在彼此生命里出现过的人物。

但是在我的生命，白的出现可是深深的吸引我。
无厘头，香气，幽默，都深深的烙印在我的记忆里。
曾经，白主动邀约我。可是，那时处在comfort zone 里的我，傻傻的拒绝了。
之后，可真的是后悔极了！这故事更深入的内容目前只有一个人知道。
那就是我常常拉着的摩羯(I)，说我的傻梦，不知道摩羯(I)有没有嫌我烦。

那时，我每星期可以见白两三次。
这三年自己主动的关注，很多时候白都没回应，偶尔只说过一两句，
但是，都好高兴啊！
近期，白确实比较多Facebook上线了。
遗憾的是，我的感觉已经慢慢的变淡，没想要comment（没机会），只是Like 而已。

也许.....是 520 的出现吧....

我们也有主动，在以前的文章里又提到，那时写比较有感情有感触。
所以这里就带过吧。

为何拿么执着？

很少事情都会达到自己所想象的，
它可能比较好，比较差，出乎预料，或者靠近所想象的。
当然，这不是绝对，也是有达到所想象的。
这一切，都看自己愿意付出多少。

四年前，白的出现的确是我感情印象里最深的。
哈哈，因为我没有正式与真实有过另一伴。（开玩笑）
我双子感性的一面 通常出现在脑海里，也出现在文字中。
在多数人面前，认为我Emo的蛮多的。
也有人说过我神经，因为我有时一个人会出现 微笑。
那微笑，是甜蜜的。
我想起了和身边的人，拥有过的回忆。

一个承诺，我就能守得紧紧的。
一个反应，我就有回应了。

见识过的人，也认同吧。
曾经，摩羯（II）有一段时间没有回应我。
我马上询问摩羯（II）身边的人，之后还飞速的出现。
问本人原因。

在前一篇，我写了 暧昧少了。
我双子不花心，反而专情。
有了喜欢的对象，对外可是不搞暧昧了。
有也是 不出越界的。
男人，你知道的，有谁不喜欢被崇拜的呢？（糟糕，为自己扣分）


★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
3.00 PM
1 June 2013

念与恋 (1)

六月是我的月，今天是第一天。

好久没有Update我的部落了。

之前很想写了，只是不够坚持，灵感也保不久，所以没写。

健谈的我，每当遇见他们，顿时忘了应对进退时，像似哑了，思路也短了。

是害羞？还是害怕留下不好的印象？或者害怕知道我有意后的结果?

这时我只想跟其他人交谈或者静静的待在一旁，等待他的注意 和 主动的交谈。

'静静的待在一旁，看他笑，听他说，陪伴他，对我来说这也是一种幸福。'

当然以前是很满足，但是.....现在想见面的机会也少了。

想一想，没与白本人见面有大概三年了；没与520本人见面有大概两个月了吧。

不懂你们有没有发现，我前一阵子在Facebook消失了。

偶尔上线感恩感动友人记得我，关注我，并且问我：

‘你最近怎么消失了？很少Po东西了。’

‘你最近没上线吗？’

‘你最近Po的，怎么感觉Emo的’

想找我的可以通过WhatsApp,LINE,WeChat，我在那可说24小时都在。

至于Facebook，我近期应该还会上线，但日后也许会少了吧。

在Facebook关注大家的近态，可见大家有忙有乐（祝福）。

而他们，也不错。但是却让我有点吃醋不开心。

为何‘他们’？花心吗？

并不是，只是习惯了关注他们。

我一脚踏两船？

没有，只是对‘他们’的感觉比知已还强烈。我还不会专一，目前我只是专情。

‘ 因为真诚的情感难收回 ’

为何我不主动？
相信大家有经历过暧昧的关系吧 ，

以前有过不少的暧昧关系，

最长的大概一年，当然全部日后都默默无闻。

其实也没有正式表明啦，只是暧昧而已。

紧记得，

' 勿马上把暧昧当爱情  '，

有时候那只是爱情的误导而已。

曾经把暧昧当爱情，造成粗糙又冲动的主动，当然结果也不是好啦。

有主动，下一篇也许会提到吧。


有点累，早上5 才到家。待续....

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
2.00 PM
1 June 2013

The 12 Hours

在这之前，去了学校给的讲座----如何升学，选科系与大学
通过老师，我更加了解如何填写资料和选择较有可能进入大学的科系。
那一天，通过摩竭知道了最近将会有的节目而间接的被邀请。
其实事后蛮多人也收到了简讯的邀请函。
那天，有两个空位在摩竭的左右。
如果是以前的我会想：你在帮我制造机会吗？
[ X X O X O O ]
但我毫不犹豫的选择了，两个圈圈的位子。
毕竟这几天我真的有认为 Is Over...
虽然在脸书上可以得到消息，但是一直看到的是会令我内心有点不安。
我是个有点太注重 信任 与 安全感 的人。
为了不重复的伤害自己，那天的上半天有点要忽略的表现。（天平）
反而不只是我认为摩竭那天有点怪怪的（除了要让我吃醋的表现以外），
他好像对我有点爱理不理。也许是我多心了，人家也是只是想认真的听讲。
讲座结束后，即使有点累也到处跟同学哈拉，叙旧。
同时，也到了差不多午餐时间。
我以为摩竭会一起，看来他有点忙，讲座完毕就回了。
明明说好了再见，但是又起了想测试的心情。
原本定好的位子，到了隔壁桌打招呼后便换了位，换的，只是双子和天平。
才刚写 Is Over 现在却动心，矛盾。
没错是成功有了我的注意力。反而聊天过程我却显得有点冷落。
普通的事情我能搭得上话题，但是聊到政治新闻，
我在那桌好像小孩子听大人在讲话。
聚会差不多一个小时变解散了，我们也各自回家。
隔天，收到了邀请函也回复了。

到了今天，一大早便起来准备。吃过了早餐，就去与金牛会合。
（很谢谢他每次载我，还让他等了一会）
到了USM才知道那里好大，但是Parking的位有点不方便。
在人潮里找人真不简单，花了一点时间终于找到约定一起出席的伙伴。
我喜欢聊天但必须把正事先处理好，我便带动一群人，到处收集资料。
同时希望，能探出进什么大学，什么科系。
结果，科系不同，但是我希望至少大学相同吧。。。
虽然不是怎么可能毕竟程度有差别，除非，但是会耽误。
突发状况发生了，我的东西不见。也显得我在情绪的控制还不够成熟。
当在意的东西不见，应该也会慌吧。。
我的慌忙造成了交际上的失误，我在这里向大家道歉。
上天也许为了让我冷静，在我正要离开时下起雨来，在巧我还把包包里的伞放在家。
我的慌忙，造成了金牛的手机摔坏进水。
那时的我，有点不想去赴约。而且我没去过唱歌，不过，好在我还是去了。
有一天，三个人在槟城迷路了！
我们知道靠近Gurney了但是却找不到路而到达FIRST AVENUE。
我们还问路人，打电话求救。花了一个小时才到达。
吃了McD后便去和其他人赴约。
我点的都是S.H.E的歌曲，因为唱得上女生key算厉害，唱不上可以原谅。
很旧没有练歌了，根本像个音痴。
开始我会抗拒，但是中间High了起来，一听到熟悉的歌曲就拿麦克风唱。
我一瞎High还真是勇敢，不顾形象。

我点的是有意思要传达，也许没有人听得出吧：
Always On My Mind -  You Always On My Mind~
爱呢 - 你的爱呢？我的你呢？
恋人未满 - 你还等什么时间已经不多，在下去只好是作朋友。
触电 - 一起甜蜜，触电直到爆炸~

吃晚餐我经历测验，也给测验。
你坐的地方的确机会很大，而且都在旁边。
可惜的是我没有作答，反而老板还换了我们的位。
这次换我先决定坐哪里，而且是看得出答案。在第三的你，突然往前在我旁边。
那时胃口不是很好，便和友人SHARE。
我想说的是，咖啡不要长喝，能提神但是伤身。
我主动到处拍照，先不找你，先找熟人合照才不会怀疑。。。
心里一直OS, 说自己创的机会来了。但是跟其他人合了，就是没有单独和你。
我还创两次机会，但都有人介入。。。
慢慢来吧，还没有进入大学，讲是这样，但是能一起出来机会不常有，心里着急。
没得到至少有个美好的照片吧。。当然我是希望得到的你。
通常握个手，我能，但是不知道为何，对你我却握拳头，而且握满久我还是拳头。
之后大家到MPH看书，而我们在聊策划你主持的游戏单元。
虽然你二度的邀请我去营，但是户外过夜我不是怎么有兴趣。。。
其中大家也谈了个性，也包含了你渴望爱情。
这是暗示吗？我也渴望爱情。一个安稳和信任的爱情。
但是，你的暗示不明，你说了无法改变的事实。
那时我想以开玩笑的语气说：那我来喜欢你吧~
可是对你，我说不出。因为我认真。
我还接由之前旅行我和友人暧昧的挑战来给你提示，你懂了吗？

回家前，你说的‘下次’ 是多久呢？一个月？一个星期？一天？
我期待，同时也害怕。期待会面，害怕那时的你是否还是我的你呢？


★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
3.20 AM
10 March 2013

To be Decided (2)

A chance for me to confirm the rumor,
A battle of 50/50 chances...
Few comment then I get you to knock my door and have a chat.
Simple conversation and I get the answer that I want...
At least what I know was that the rumor was False.
You know,
I wish that we could talk more often,
I like short but often conversation,
but It will be best if is long and often conversation.
After clearing the misunderstanding,
I continue Happily gather your recent activity through friends,
Please talk to me when you are online,
I miss you~
Yet, more and more friend for you...

'You are online,
Not posting much,
But more and more friend,
What are you doing?
Who are you chatting with?'
This is what I think...

I went outdoor,
Experience Fear, Scare of Height and Balancing.
Feeling of Ignoring and being Ignored.
Maybe because of that day,
My Soul turn 180 degree?
I lost my feeling and interest toward you...
I lost the motivation to get in a relationship...
Until now,
I want to be with you,
but the feeling of like and interest has gone...
I tried to get back the emotion,
and I will continue trying...
cause I know deep down,
I Like You.

In previous,
I like someone (2 years) who nickname 'XiaoBai' ~
until I met you...
This time I didn't met someone but the feeling just vanishes, gone I tell you...

but it came back the next day after wrote this.. I hope you and I both got this feeling..

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
1.00 AM
25 Feb 2013

To be Decided (1)

It has been very long since I updated my blog, well I was going to update sooner but no action was taken. There are many question need to be decided after STPM end :

what should I do after the exam,

which course I going to further my studies,

what job should I take while waiting for the result,

Should I take the path that may be alone ?

or Should I continue the path that I always taken ?

or even, Should I continue to In-Love-With-You...

Months had passes, it almost enter March after few days...

These question almost ready with concerning answer,

expect for 'Should I continue to In-Love-With-You',

the other question are not definite cause still need to wait for the result then only will be confirmed.

As for the love question, 

there are few symptoms that lead to confirm answer,

at least this is what I think...

In previous blog, I mention how happy I was when :
I look at you quietly from far,
I mention you in front of my DEAR friend saying how much I care, notice and like about you,
I say how we are blessed by Venus (symbol of love and beauty),
We Hangout together,
We are so close together as you around me,
You look for me for advise,
You look at me,
mention of me...

All are sweet, happy, jealous...
Until after the talk (seminar).
After I recall about that day, I notice that you have not actually look at me when we are talking.
Are you in heard of something?
Are you afraid to this?
or Are you going to quietly withdraw from my life...

I went to a party/gathering,
and I heard that you are in-relationship with someone,
I was like, Wow ! (surprising unexpected)
Maybe it was real,
all those accepting/adding friends,
online but don't know what you do or who you chat...
My heart feels very uneasy and My eyes are wet,
But still,
I need to stay calm and smile.
The event went well and I was Happy and Enjoy that moment,
But after I went home,
I started to think about you and your rumors...
Awful day and night after that,
I tell myself that If is true then accept and bless them,
but I could not....
and I got no one to talk about it since I know they are busy with work and tired after work...
First time got this feeling,
Feeling on uncertainty in this,
cause mostly I able to get someone to flirt with me
(for someone I like that is...),
and I know I'm not a charmer but
Luckily there are friend who ask me to hangout and chat with me,
Which took my apart from theses...

At last,
There is a chance for me to try out whether those rumor are true...

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
12.06 AM
25 Feb 2013

Another Great Day

Yesterday is another sweet Memory for me~ I have many sweet Memory and I like it as long You haven being occupied.

Wake up in the morning, prepare to attend a talk given by the school. 

Actually is more like knowing our senior in different University than a formal talk.

A bit unexpected though, cause I expect there will be a lot of people attending the talk but apparently almost half attended. The amount of Senior and Junior is almost 1:1, so each of us get a chance to know 1 Senior? Haha...

As usual, I arrived almost the talk start, luckily there are few same type with me, therefore we went in together so that we won't feel embarrass. Well, I afraid to go there actually, cause most of the close friend of mine are not attending and my phone stopped rang recently ! Nobody contact me ! Luckily, I able to fit in to anyone as long I'm in good mood.  

Guess I still have that habit huh, Habit of finding someone~ 

Once I walk in that room I quickly scan whole crowd to look for someone that I able to talk to. Sit next to Mike~ then only came in more and more people that I able to spam talking with. I talking as if is my last chances to talk cause I not talking with friend Face-To-Face quite awhile, and I feel bored watching Facebook where kinda cold these days.

Next, while get Up-Date with my friends, I also scanning for the location of You...
Well, I saw your car so that mean you also attend !!! Yeah me ???

Unfortunate I can't found you, not until the last minute you came in~

At first we were separated, but hey ! Venus ( symbol of love and beauty ) Blessed me !!! All the people need to move in a bit so that there are space to sit for the late comer. 

'2 roads diverged in the yellow wood - The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost'

I got separated with Mike, well I just move my chair behind to Mike. So we are near too.

Which means, You get to choose

'The one less traveled by', or , 'The one that you familiar'

At that moment I wish that you choose 'The one less traveled by' ,

however 'The one that you familiar' have higher chances cause is the most people choice.

But still I feel happy and satisfy cause I able to see you.

I was wrong... cause You actually choose 'The one less traveled by' !

That really make my day cause I totally HAPPY !!! and I can feel my heartbeat very fast ~ I hate my habit of 'Pretending not care about the one I care'  , I didn't look at you and even not speak to you during the talk... 

I keep on talking with my friend around me while listening to the talk, but not you... Hey I not hate you...Hope you don't misunderstanding. I feel that you are trying to talk with me... Or is just my imagination? Cause Inside my heart and mind, I got a lot things to ask you. 

How are you? What are you doing recently? 

What is your choice of University? Hey there, anyone in mind?

Hmm... Can't make myself say out those word, feeling the fast heartbeat and the moment of just stay there...

But at last, 'Mana Eh Sai !' after the talk I quickly came up a topic to speak with you. We were discussing whether to attend a Friends Invite. Apparently you are not going cause you have something to do on that day, I forgot what it is... I hope is not something that hurt me T.T Even is just few sentence during our meet up, I glad that I was there to talk and listen.

Oh ya, thanks to Senior 'Advise' I will be need to do more research on the courses offer and the choice I need to made.Wonder what is yours, your choice are far more wider than mine. Hardly to enter the same University, but There's still possible ! Even is just few percentage.

I glad 

'Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.'

which is Happy Ending for my fantasy though, possible not for both of us... But I sure hope is for both of us ~

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上
2.30 AM
6 Feb 2013

Silence Night

Silence Night...
Pretending to be strong...
Almost cry out twice just now...
Man, I'm so week...
Even weaker than the girls...
At last,
The Tear Drops....
Crying alone....
In the dark silence night...
I wish someone would appear...
and take me...
Like the music < 1/6 > perform by Hatsune Miku...
Why I said pretending to be strong and crying alone ?
Even I post out the video...
No body cares to listen...
Cause is in another language...
An most people though ' I'm a Otaku and just post animation stuff... '
But they did't know...
Those video I posted...
the lyrics sing out the voice in my heart...
and...
I even bother to find ones with English subtitle...
Sign...

Hatsune Miku - 1/6

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

12.03 AM

16 JAN 2013

1000 Views ? Dream Came True ?

On the previous post I talk about sending message to the one I like right ?
Well, I did but get unexpected answer.
Not a Accept nor Reject,
but give a blur situation for that person because the person though it is a prank from me.
Haha, Blame myself for not making it straight and clear.
Still, I glad I make this move and it relief me.
Perhaps because I tried.
I want more, but it is enough... But hey ! Is okay to ask more, desho ?

Fall for something or someone can really make a person blind in heart or blind the eyes...
For starter, you are willing to do something for that person.
And yes, I did.
It's little, but I'm happy with it.

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Finally, At last ! After all this time, we finally get to chat,
although just few lines and words.
But I happy that you notice me... At least, you replied !!!!

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Oh well, dare to like but afraid to be together. Hope can change this views ><

TO DARE TO LIKE DARE TO BE TOGETHER.

By the way, Today another 14 month. Valentine ?

★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

8.51 AM

14 JAN 2013

The 9 Days (3)

In Facebook I post an album named ' The 10 Days ' but actually only 9 .
Here's I write about what I do , when , and how emotional I am in these recent days .
I will use horoscope to represent friend :
摩羯/狮子/双子/天蝎/处女


22/12
Oh ya, on 21/12 狮子 almost trap on LRT and left out the team. Funny him =P

Today's plan : Bird Park > HOTEL > KLCC > Pavilion > Sungai Wang > HOTEL

Well in this few day even I woke up, I still need pretend asleep, cause the other are still sleeping ><
weird action aren't I ? Today plan~ We want to make 天蝎/处女 out of place by 4 of us wearing the same color.  In the end we wear couple color and meet them : if i remember correctly 狮子/双子 wearing different color shirt with strip while me and 摩羯 wear same color...

We took taxi and go to the Bird Park which is not far from our hotel...

Inside Bird Park....
Now the event begins... 天蝎 screaming show !! Her awesome super screaming always successful scare us... Well, I too a bit scare, because the birds not in the cage... the walk and fly everywhere... the birds even dare to fly beside you, almost like it going to hit your head >< For the younger birds, like to follow people, which make 天蝎 more scare because they follow her... All the dodging and screaming make the team's focus not on the bird but on her... If you ask me, I suggest not to go there, well, the type of bird there not very much, but the amount indeed large. Sunshine and fresh air .... Nice morning workout...

After refresh ourselves at the hotel, we head out to KLCC to enter Petronas Science which 双子 wanted to go but used my name ! Rush rush rush... Unfortunately, the ticket sold out... well, at first I not angry at all but that's only before 双子 talk thing... 双子  the one who wanted to go the most is the first one to complain, you made us rush from the train station for nothing and we never complain... but you complain first... man.... tired and i lost my smile for you... 狮子 don't think too much please, no one can smile whole day... I just tired and that's all... beside, 重色轻友 only makes people more away from you...

Have lunch at Subway... Then head out to Sungai Wang... for shopping and buy present for 双子 family... and guys... I'm not a total OTAKU, not every animation stuff or shop interested me.....

Well, this is the last chapter ~ Oh about Genting?  Nothing special actually , play indoor, ourdoor... play snow and hit each other in Snow-world... meet junior of our school....


★愿幻星✖傑尐☆　　上

 11.00 PM

1 JAN 2013